Ok first of all, when I said that I had nothing left to offer to the online art community, I did not mean that I was no longer going to create art at all.

I simply feel that I can't keep up-- everyone else makes such amazing digital masterpieces and is so quick and with it with loads and loads of talent and its just.. so.. amazing.. intimidating.
I love my art; creating it is something I do almost involuntarily.
But I feel so.. small.. compared to the thousands of other amazing artists on the interwebs.
I feel like "Why look at MY art when you could look at this person's art which is ten thousand billion million times more incredible??"
But I digress.

I also feel that.. well. Ok. I *don't* feel anything. And that is the problem.
Remember the day that you realized that you weren't as into playing with your barbies and/or toys as you once were?
I remember that day very clearly. I remember distinctly how suddenly, adamantly, and completely my desire to "play" disappeared. It was confusing for a little while.. but I eventually found other things to occupy my free time with.

The same thing happened with uploading art to internets; its just not something that I have any passion for anymore.

Also, I wrote that entry this morning when I was in a bit of a weird place, emotionally.
There's been some "stuff" going on in my life, but again, I digress.
I feel a lot better, now, and sort of embarrassed for making such a dramatic announcement n n; *der*

So, okay. You.. convinced me, I guess?
I'll "stay", although.. I don't really have anything to upload, and I'm not sure if or when I will again

But, thanks to everyone who responded to my last entry.
Sorry for uh... doing that thing .. that people sometimes do.. with the "i am leaving the internets goodbye forevers!! 8 8" shenanigans.

But my statement still stands that you're all amazing and wonderful and I hope you nothing but hearts, stars, and horse shoes, clovers and blue moons.